“Mommy, can you play with me?”
I hear these words either more times than I can count in one day or not any at all.
It’s weird.
Some days my kids, or more so my younger daughter, want to play with me 24/7, other days, they don’t even know my name.
It’s weird.
They like playing together, but sometimes they want me too.
There are days when I feel like I’ve spent all my time playing. That means I’m ignoring the clothes that need to be put away, the toilets that need to be scrubbed or the dishes that are whispering my name from the sink. I’m surprised those dishes aren’t screaming at me by now since it feels like I’ve been ignoring them for so long.
There are days when I can spend hours playing “Go Fish”, “Crazy 8’s”, Barbies, or even school. It still amazes me that my daughter wants to play school after being in school nearly all day, but she does.
We play.
They’re happy.
I’m happy too but sometimes I’m secretly twitching on the inside, thinking of all the things I probably should be doing rather then pretending I’m in a student in my daughter’s Kindergarten class.
I know there will be days when my kids will probably not want anything to do with me. So, I should cherish these days when they actually want to spend time with me. Right?
Then why do I feel like there are days where I’ve done nothing at all? Having only a few “Go Fish” wins under my belt and one beautifully dressed Barbie seems like anything but a productive day. At times, it feels like I’ve even wasted my day. There is still a list of chores that need to be done, articles that need to be written, e-mails that need to be answered, etc.
When these feelings start creeping up, I try a little game with my girls. I play something of their choice for awhile, praying it’s not school! After a half hour or so, they have to let Mommy do what she needs to do. This little pattern continues until I feel somewhat accomplished for the day. It’s all about finding balance, right?
I stay home with my girls so that I can spend extra time with them and help them as much as I can, but I don’t want to lose myself in the process. While it may sound a little selfish to some, I think those of you who are in the same boat know what I’m talking about.
So, how much time do you spend playing with your kids? How do you find a balance?
You are so right! There will come a day when they don’t want to play with us. I need to cherish this time with them now 🙂
I do something similar. I’ll play for a bit then work for a bit. We often incorporate play into household chores too. I try to remember that the days she wants me to play with me won’t last forever and I will miss them eventually. But some days…some days I look forward to missing them. 😉
(visiting from the Shine blog hop)
Wow – this is good. I know that I feel guilty sometimes because I’m working – I’m folding laundry before it all gets hard-pressed in wrinkles, I’m doing dishes, I’m starting dinner, I’m putting groceries away. And yes, I play with them. I wish I played with them more. I feel like my day gets really jammed with chores – and farm errands, and in the back of my mind, I’m hearing my youngest sing-song “Play with Me, Mommy.” I just set a timer on my phone to go off and say – LET’S PLAY for 15 minutes. How hard could that be to set aside a few minutes between everything else to have nothing but focus on him.
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I think I should be spending more time playing.. I am workaholic and always checking something ‘more important’ I should do. Not good..
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I’ve written about this topic several times before. It’s SO important for us to play with our children. It may seem boring or insignificant to us but it’s such a big deal to them!
Loved this!
Thanks for sharing (and for linking up to the #SHINEbloghop).
Wishing you a lovely day.
xoxo